Just realized that I haven’t been this sober in over 9 years, no wonder I can’t fucking function.

At least tomorrow I might be able to find some place my insurance will cover. Hopefully. That way I can get back on this med that should make me gain weight before all of this catches up with my ass. And I could actually start fitting back into my clothes. That would be nice.

  • Elementary School: Here's a basic understanding of history and how the world works.
  • High School: Actually, that's not quite right. Everything is actually a whole lot more complicated than that.
  • College: EVERYTHING YOU KNOW IS WRRROOONNNNGGGG
  • History Channel: Aliens.

All I wanna do is put red lipstick on and curlers in my hair and lounge around in lingerie and a robe and heels with a bottle of liquor and a neverending cigarette and a few lines of something and pretend im one of those fancy rich white bitches idk this is all new to me

walking around the house in lingerie and heels is one of those things that youd never think you needed to do until you randomly do it and then youre just like yooooo

It is possible that longing for something is better than actually having it. I’ve heard it said that satisfaction is the death of desire.

Hank Moody (via psych-facts)